Wow! Don't remember the last time I was on here. . . A lot has happen the last few months and because of it I had to put off cosplay. I allowed cosplay to over-run my life once again and had to realize what was more important to me. It got to the point that all I ever talked about was cosplay and all I wanted to do was cosplay. Sometimes it got to the point I wanted to sacrifice so much for it, but I was only losing sight of my real goals. In a way, I made my losing weight journey surrounded by cosplay - - That was unfair of me. I truly wanted to lose weight for myself, but cosplay was the reason it would become so hard at times. Not anymore though. . . I'm going to continue to improve myself. That's why I haven't done anything new for quite sometime. I'm still working on 'Judgment Kayle' because of the expenses and time it has been completed, but that'll soon change for ALA.
Right now I'm really focused on my education. I'm applying to universities and making sure I pass my math class! So it's been hectic for me, but once it settles down, I'll be back on the sewing bandwagon. I just needed to realize what was more important and that cosplay is a hobby, not my life. I don't want to lose the people I love because of cosplay. I want to enjoy the hobby, take my time with it, enjoy it! My education is important and as much as I love cosplay - - I need to remember the enjoyment I have when I sew, not the stress from pushing everything to the last minute and making it harder on myself and others.
So here is to a better me. Can't wait for ALA! Can't wait for the new improved me. I've lost weight and I feel better about myself. Just can't lose sight of my accomplishments.
SEE YA <3